Sunday, June 3, 2007

Last Day

Today is my last day. In this spot. The ambiguous transmigration begins here. Where will I go? How will I get there? What will I look like at the end of this journey? I have no idea. I have no expectations. I do know change is inevitable. The rate of that change is limited to my chemistry and my biology. However, on the matter of my soul. Change is limited only to me and my willingness to let go. Starting tomorrow a chemical will be introduced into my body. That chemical, testosterone, is not foreign to me, however the levels that I will be receiving are. Thus the transmigration. Ambiguous because of biology. Ambiguous because of societal expectations for gender conformity.

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